Everything in life is temporary, so if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry.It can't last forever either...
Actually at this moment i am quite busy with the reports to be checked and those additional s job to be done and also the LKAN job to be submit this ramadhan. While doing the maklum balas LKAN, i was so so tak sangka yang my desk, workstation full with papers, documents, reports and other letters and bla bla bla. tak ku sangka begini rupanya tempatku, buruk betul perangai kan tak reti nak kemas. hu hu. i don't have much time to clean my workstation, hai yaaaaaaa what about 5S? sentiasa amal? mana pergi nya? dah la my roomate adalah salah seorang fasilitator. malu arr tapi nak show gak la betapa terukla tempatku ini.
by the way akan ku pastikan ianya kemas dan sentiasa tersusun selepas LKAN slow down a bit. anyway congrat's to treasury for 5s
Penerangan ringkasan tentang wabak yang manusia satu dunia takut.
'H' bermaksud Hemagglutinin protein
'N' bermaksud Neuraminidase protein
H1N1 adalah sejenis spesis dalam golongan Influenza A virus.Telah mengalami pelbagai jenis mutasi dan hidup dalam badan manusia dan haiwan. Terdapat 16 jenis avian lain lagi.
Penyakit berbahaya ini mula menjadi popular apabila dilaporkan lebih 80 orang telah mati di Veracruz, Mexico akhir April 2009. Kemudian ia terus menyerang dengan pantas dan beberapa kematian lagi dilaporkan di New York, Kanada, New Orleans dan Israel.
Swine Flu atau selsema babi bukanlah penyakit baru, ianya telah pun dijumpai pada lewat 1918 di Sepanyol dahulu. Tetapi pada ketika itu, jangkitan hanya merebak dikalangan individu-individu yang terlibat dengan perusahaan khinzir sahaja hanya sedikit terkena kepada orang awam.
Kebanyakan kes selesema babi yang disebabkan virus H1N1 - yang menggabungkan genetik babi, burung dan manusia, berlaku di kalangan golongan yang berumur 45 tahun ke bawah.
Gejala dan tanda jangkitan virus itu adalah demam, batuk, sakit badan serta susah bernafas, selain dikesan berlaku di kalangan mereka yang mempunyai kaitan dengan ternakan babi. Sehingga kini belum ada vaksin khusus untuk melindungi virus babi itu dan belum jelas bagaimana virus selesema manusia sekarang ini dapat melindunginya. Saintis mengatakan ia penemuan sejenis virus baru dan ia boleh merebak daripada manusia kepada manusia.
Maka benarlah ia merupakan tanda-tanda akhir zaman dan alam ini menghampiri ke penghujungnya. Sesuatu benda akan pasti mati dan musnah dan alam ini pasti juga musnah. Tanda-tanda kiamat kecil sudah ada kesemuanya, yang belum muncul hanyalah tanda-tanda besar.
To Ita and her husband Selamat Pengantin Baru, Maaf ya kak erna nggak bisa pulang ke Bandung hadiri majlis nikahnya. Insyallah ketemu lagi di Bandung. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat. amin
My mind and body tersangatlah letih, need some rest lor.plan for a long holiday dah ada but i guess there will be no approval or 'tidak dilayan sama sekali'. Some of my clicks at office notice that i look stress at work. yes i do look mentally down. for those who know why, you guys know la kan!! i really dunno untill when i will be like this. maybe it's time for me to work somewhere else? i don't have any choice ler. hope i can do all at below to continue working and concentrate in work :
1) cheer myself up 2) increase my mental 3) focus in work 4) ignore the side that bothering me 5) fight for the right 6) strong enough to face any situation
Anyway thanks to officemates, for those who understand what is the thing i going through at this time. Semoga ku diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi segalanya dengan tabah..
Searching through internet handbags which one of my fave hobbies. This color looks good and wish to buy one. Sometimes, if the material that a designer uses is face-smackingly beautiful, the design doesn’t have to be anything more than basic and functional. Do one thing really right, and it’s ok if the other elements of the design aren’t as attention-getting. That seems to be the guiding principle behind the Marc Jacobs Outsider Tote, which uses a stunning color and gorgeously glazed leather to make up for the fact the bag itself is fairly simple. I don’t even like glazed leather, but for some reason, I can’t take my eyes off of it here. Purple is, unabashedly, my all-time favorite bag color and more versatile than you’d think when used as a neutral, and the folks at Marc Jacobshave used it to capture my imagination and lure me in. This is one of the first fall offerings to surface, and wouldn’t it look great with a charcoal grey wool coat and dark denim stuffed into vintage-looking leather boots? A bag with such a vibrant but winter-appropriate color is essential when the weather gets cold and clothing colors get dark, and although the color will remain warm for some time, it’s never too soon to start planning for fall.
agrhhh... is all coming back again, the busy period of the year. From this moment till end of October i will having stress in work with all the deadlines before budget 2010 announce at Parliament and maybe i will having hard time for my personal matters tersangatlah bosan!!. There will be no day off and half day and maybe will stay back office untill mid night (no excuss). Every year i will doing the same thing. Here are some of the works that make me stress:
1) Two Papers to be present to YAB PM (Jun and Ogos) - will have submit the paper in Julai. 2) Feedback Auditor's General Report - submit before 2010 budget. 3) Quarterly Report Ministry - ongoing. 4) Public Account Cominitee- ongoing.
Glad there's a new officer just came into my division, buat i have to train her before transfering the job to her. Hopefully i can through this jobs with succesfi have to be fully ready mental and fizikal.
Last week MAS came to MOF for a roadshow and introduce, explain and done promotion to all the MOF officers. I didn’t plan to go and attend their event. But my new click is very very new (less than 1 week) at MOF, so decided to show her the way to go to the event. We register our name at the reception also the lucky draw card and put the card in the magic box. (i didn’t have any feeling that I am going to be lucky this time).
Here we go inside the hall and sit down quite front (because there was no place left for us at the back). The event started at 11 am and the mc announcet the activities (presentation by MAS, Firefly and MASWings) then the prizes for the lucky draw. Wow!!! all the lucky draw prizes was very dam interesting and valueble.
Two tickets (bisness class) to Perth, Australia
Two tickets (bisness class) to London, UK
Two tickets (bisness class) to Paris, France
Two tickets (bisness class) to Milan, Italy
Two tickets (bisness class) to Bali, Indonesia
(These prizes included 4 days 3 nights hotel)
Listen to the prizes, I still think is not me to be the lucky one today. I just wanna escape from all the stress works and being alone in my room. I even didn’t mention to my bos that I’m in the event; also I left my handphone on my table beside the computer. When the clock shows 1pm, I feels not comfortable (quite long lah this event). My heart says should I go back to my room or just stay. Meanwhile my stomach sounds strange, I didn’t have breakfast that morning. I am dam so hungry. After playing with my heart and mind, of left the event and have lunch then went back to my office.
Then a group of officemates come to my room and yell at me “Erna why u didn’t stay at the event, your name called out for the lucky draw to Perth, Australia” damn isn’t true? (Scream as loud as a could) the first prize list? Bisness class? Yes it is and i am not there at that time so the prize goes to another person they call out and the person was my own officemate (end of this year she’ll be married).
redha saja lah, cannot turn back the time anyway. I just can believe that my name called out for the first list lucky draw. Congrat’s to my click and hopefully u have the great honeymoon at Perth, Australia. The moral is do not left the event if u register for a lucky draw. The lucky draw becomes unlucky to me.
The Wesak Day i went for a holiday at Port Dickson with husband and son. We booked to stay at The Legend Water Chalets for 3 days and 2 nights. The journey begins, pick up cupcakes 1st Birthday Eka at cyberjaya.
Cupcakes 1st Birthday Eka, Sorry dear son, mamah didn't plan for a huge celebration for you it's just the three of us. Maybe next year
Then of we go to Port Dickson with non-stop. Actually i am so excited with this vacation even tough the journey is short. The reason i choose this hotel is because i wanna have a 100% rest with doing nothing just relax and enjoying the nature. So these are some of the view inside the room.
Bathroom exclusive bathtub and shower stand separate
A romantic bed for me and my husband
And these are some of our activities we done at the hotel
swimming pool, jacuzzi and eka playing in the playground, favorite activity is having a bath in the sexiest bathtub, sunset moment and last but not least eating
Real Mothers don't eat quiche;they don't have time to make it.
Real Mothers know that their kitchen utensilsare probably in the sandbox. Real Mothers often have sticky floors,filthy ovens and happy kids. Real Mothers know that dried play doughdoesn't come out of carpets. Real Mothers don't want to know whatthe vacuum just sucked up. Real Mothers sometimes ask 'Why me?'and get their answer when a little voice says, 'Because I love you best.' Real Mothers know that a child's growthis not measured by height or yearsor grade...It is marked by the progression of Mummy to Mum to Mother...
The Images of Mother 4 YEARS OF AGE - My Mummy can do anything! 8 YEARS OF AGE - My Mum knows a lot! A whole lot! 12 YEARS OF AGE - My Mother doesn't really know quite everything. 14 YEARS OF AGE - Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either. 16 YEARS OF AGE - Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned. 18 YEARS OF AGE - That old woman? She's way out of date! 25 YEARS OF AGE - Well, she might know a little bit about it! 35 YEARS OF AGE - Before we decide, let's get Mum's opinion. 45 YEARS OF AGE - Wonder what Mum would have thought about it? 65 YEARS OF AGE - Wish I could talk it over with Mum. The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that shecarries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,because that is the doorway to her heart,the place where love resides.The beauty of a womanis not in a facial mole,but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows,and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!
WISHES HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER'S IN THE WORLD
My relatives from indonesia came to malaysia last March. They went here for a vacation and to see what is Malaysia look like. My family bring them to see the interesting places:
1) Putrajaya 2) KLCC 2) Istana Negara 3) Malacca 4) The Times Square 5) Sunway Pyramid 6) Tanjong Karang 7) Shah Alam 8) Masjid Negara 9) Bagan Lalang
depan rumah bangi sebelum mereka berangkat pulang bekasi, jakarta
They're tottally impress of the development in this country. how proud i am to be a malaysian. Actually banyak lagi tempat yang they must go, but masa yang tidak mengizinkan. Maybe next trip to Malaysia. Thanks for coming and we are welcome to come again.
only a week left before i'll be losing my click at work. this 18 may she's going to attend a long course at INTAN. Actually for all Diplomatik Officer, they have to attend this course before they confirm their post. i'm gonna miss her a lot, she's a good officer, sesangatla rajin orangnya and she teaches me a lot to be a good officer. i'm so worried about her LKAN after she's gone. And it's gonna be a lot of work for me to handle over all her works. am i gonna success for the 6 months period? i wonder is she goning to come back at her old post or not? hope she'll be coming back !!! anyway, to my dear friend "fara" hope u enjoy the course and release from all the stress u had gone through. i'll be waiting for u to come back to work as a team. Good luck!!!
Yesterday was my son Birthday (29 April). Happy 1st Birthday my dear son (Eka Ahmad Rahimi). Felt it was yesterday i deliver him. I still remember the moment at the hospital. Alhamdulillah his growth doing well, his habit eating also good. Before he reach 1 year old, dia sudah pandai jalan-jalan cari pasal. His mommy and daddy keep running after him, afraid if he fell down the floor, penat sehh.
Eka Ahmad Rahimi bin Zambri at his new age (1 yr old)
For this year i didnt' plan any huge celebration for him, just with mommy and daddy je. His grandmother plan to cook nasi kuning this labour day, but not sure yet. My husband and i gave pulut kuning to our officemates saja suka-suka, moga dapat keberkatan. Eka, you're the precious of all and nothing can change you. i will always love you forever...
Bertanya hati di suatu pagi.... di mana harga diri ? kemana harga diri ? akal pula berbunyi.... usah ditawan gunung harapan usah direnang lautan iimpian sedang hati rapuh bergoyang bagai angin menyapa lalang...
I am damn so so happy this few days, dapat contact balik my click when i am studying at UPM sangat-sangatlah gembira hati ini. Actually dia adalah seorang lelaki, tapi bukan boyfriend or ex-boyfriend yer - harap maklum!!, tak sempat pun nak jadi boyfriend saya. He's one of my close friend semasa menempuh alam yang dinamakan remaja. I have plenty of "boyfriends" masa belajar dulu, bukan tak suka kawan dengan girls but at that moment many of my friends yang terdiri di kalangan perempuan banyak songeh and susah sangat nak fix dengan depa. Bagi memudahkan cerita i name him as Mr. N. Congratulation to Mr. N because his already become a father in early April. Congrat's again. I am happy for you. I still remember all the memories we left behind. Yes i do realized Mr. N have a strange feeling towards me in semester two. But i ignore Mr. N because i don't have any feelings dengan guys at that moment-kononnya nak concertrate study la. yes i do remember kata keramat yang Mr. N selalu ungkapkan padaku iaitu "tanpa keberanian mimpi tak akan bermakna" and Mr. N is brave enough that time to get me, memang berusaha sedaya upaya lah.
The next semester i notice that Mr.N with someone who much better than me and who i am to be close to Mr. N. Saya tak ada kekuatan untuk merampas seseorang dari seseorang dan Mr. N memang bahagia with that girl. "That girl" pernah jumpa saya and to not be too close to Mr. N. Our friendship semakin renggang and that time i really miss Mr. N to sit beside me kat dewan kuliah, hang out lunch time, went to library together and all those things we've been doing as a group. I still looking him from far away the happiness Mr. N gone through with the new girl in his life.
Suddenly i realized that i have to find my own life without him, i have to built up my decorations of life alone and cheering up own self ...... really hurt inside. Ada juga try to get along with other boyfriends, tapi tak work out pun. The last semester i heard rumors that Mr. N had break up with the girl and ada gaks his close friend told me yang dia dah lama sukakan saya. I try to search for him everywhere. But i couldn't find him or maybe we're not meant for each other. From the last semester i lost contact with him untill now... saya jumpa dia kat 7-elevan shah alam (sgt kelakar kan)
Now i had married to someone special in my life and i am glad to be his wife. Mr. N, eventough u and me are not meant to be together but i still care about u as a friend and thank you because of u, i fight for someone and yes is my husband i fight for. Alhamdulillah i am brave to get what i want. "Tanpa keberanian mimpi tak akan bermakna" that word really makes my life change. Alhamdulillah
i wonder why some peeple keep jelousy about other person life and talk negative about us? is not wrong to 'be jealous with others, with the conditon if u want to be like the person, u have to strive for it. bukan dengan mengata yang bukan-bukan dan memburukkan orang itu pada orang lain. i've got some example which happend in my own life. ada yang tak puas hati kalau hidup kita:
a) More Succes b) Much Prettier/Handsome and c) More Rich
For what i realized that most of the catogories which complaining bout other person are women. Isn't true? In life actually women ni suka sibuk story pot pet pot pet hal orang pun. But mostlynya yang seakan tak puas hati sekiranya others click dia lebih sikit.
for me, kehidupan ini ibarat sebuah cerita. Kita sendiri yang perlu mencorakkannya bagi mencantikkan lagi jalan ceritanya. so it's our own responsibility to be successfull or the other side
So for those yang have this habits, these are some tips to be succees in life:
1) Set your goal 2) be reponsibility in whatever situation u are 2) be honest in whatever to do 3) be brave to face the reality 4) make friends with all level 5) "Hidup biarlah berkat" dalam apa jua yang kita lakukan
After 38 weeks and 2 days, at last my baby was born it’s a boy and we named him EKA AHMAD RAHIMI BIN ZAMBRI. The operation actually 2th May 2008, but I feel the contraction earlier on 29th April 2008. Actually I’d plan to deliver normal, but the doctor scanned that my baby is 3.8kg and worry will increase to 4.0kg. The doctor told me it’s really risk to deliver normal because worried the shoulder will stuck and will effect the baby and become disabled. After dicuss with my husband I decided to go for ceaser, but deep inside my heart so sad couldn’t deliver as a normal mother.
Before the operation I didn’t have a chance to see my husband. He was not there while I am going to the operation room. He told me (after arrived at home la) maybe that time had his maghrib prayer. A bit dissapointed la, who knows something would happened kan !! Alhamdulillah the operation success and the first time the doctor shows the baby I just wanted to cry. So touchable that time, hardly can’t believe it’s my baby inside my stomach.
After operation, the doctor told me the baby weight and I was surprised my baby is 3.35kg. How come the doctor scan overweight ? so so sad and a bit dissapointed la. But after all I’m glad that the both of us are safe and will continue the life that been given. Thank You Ya Allah for this precious in life.
Looking to my baby I can’t imagine how he was in my stomach. It’s was really and excitening moment in life. For 9 months I’ve been carrying him to all over the places I go and here he is in my arms. He is so soft, gentle, cute and so much more lah. Hope I have a chance to through this memorable moment again some other time. For those who not yet become a mother, you will through it and yet will love and enjoy the moment in pregnancy and after deliver eventough sometime we feel tired but the happiness will blow away the tiredness.
Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you happy birthday to erna happy birthday to you. gosh!!! I am 27 getting older year by year. 3 years later going to reach 30. arrghh … life its so short and it’s running faster and faster. I wish I was 17th he he. It’s nothing interesting about our own birthday’s when we reach this kind of age. We feel scared about the coming new age, the life we have to through, how the future will be and did we get whatever we what in life. So many questions have been in my mind. I do happy and enjoying my life but sometime these question just came when we are alone. I am proud in this new age going to be mother, plan to have lots of children. I just love to be with kids and be their friend, it’s makes me feel comfortable and it worth to spend time with them. Between work and family I prefer family is the most precious thing in life we cannot buy or get as free.
This week I’m not in the mood for work. Everyday I woke up felt so lazy for work. When arrived at office, look through the calendar 2008 and counting how many days left for the next holiday. Huh lama lagi tu… wish got more holiday a month…maybe because my body is so tired, it’s hard for me to sleep at night nowadays. The baby inside is so active at night, sometimes when I touch my stomach I can feel my active baby stretching all over I look at my husband and saw he fallen was a sleep in a nice dream I guess !! so it’s just me and my baby waiting for the right time to close my eyes. Try talking with my baby and tell him/her what I feel suddenly. I just don’t know at what time i slept. But it was just a while after a few hours I woke up and don’t know what’s the reason is. Then here goes again and again. Maybe this is the precious moment when you’re pregnant. It’s just you and your baby spending the night together. I will appreciate every single moment with my baby.
Family Day will be held at 19 January 2008 – 20 January 2008. Actually that date is my birthday. So glad everyone going to celebrate my birthday. But one thing that bothering me is the dinner theme “Tahun 60-an”. What am I going to wear anyway? Huh ! I am pregnant and looking weird that a pregnant women wears that kind of outfit. I am going for 6 months pregnant and but my stomach is not so big. Keep asking my buddies of any idea for the dinner. If not, just wear a pregnant uniform only.........
