Baby Boy

After 38 weeks and 2 days, at last my baby was born it’s a boy and we named him EKA AHMAD RAHIMI BIN ZAMBRI. The operation actually 2^th May 2008, but I feel the contraction earlier on 29^th April 2008. Actually I’d plan to deliver normal, but the doctor scanned that my baby is 3.8kg and worry will increase to 4.0kg. The doctor told me it’s really risk to deliver normal because worried the shoulder will stuck and will effect the baby and become disabled. After dicuss with my husband I decided to go for ceaser, but deep inside my heart so sad couldn’t deliver as a normal mother.

Before the operation I didn’t have a chance to see my husband. He was not there while I am going to the operation room. He told me (after arrived at home la) maybe that time had his maghrib prayer. A bit dissapointed la, who knows something would happened kan !! Alhamdulillah the operation success and the first time the doctor shows the baby I just wanted to cry. So touchable that time, hardly can’t believe it’s my baby inside my stomach.

After operation, the doctor told me the baby weight and I was surprised my baby is 3.35kg. How come the doctor scan overweight ? so so sad and a bit dissapointed la. But after all I’m glad that the both of us are safe and will continue the life that been given. Thank You Ya Allah for this precious in life.

Looking to my baby I can’t imagine how he was in my stomach. It’s was really and excitening moment in life. For 9 months I’ve been carrying him to all over the places I go and here he is in my arms. He is so soft, gentle, cute and so much more lah. Hope I have a chance to through this memorable moment again some other time. For those who not yet become a mother, you will through it and yet will love and enjoy the moment in pregnancy and after deliver eventough sometime we feel tired but the happiness will blow away the tiredness.

Happy Birthday to me…

Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you happy birthday to erna happy birthday to you. gosh!!! I am 27 getting older year by year. 3 years later going to reach 30. arrghh … life its so short and it’s running faster and faster. I wish I was 17^th he he. It’s nothing interesting about our own birthday’s when we reach this kind of age. We feel scared about the coming new age, the life we have to through, how the future will be and did we get whatever we what in life. So many questions have been in my mind. I do happy and enjoying my life but sometime these question just came when we are alone. I am proud in this new age going to be mother, plan to have lots of children. I just love to be with kids and be their friend, it’s makes me feel comfortable and it worth to spend time with them. Between work and family I prefer family is the most precious thing in life we cannot buy or get as free.

Lazy or tired

This week I’m not in the mood for work. Everyday I woke up felt so lazy for work. When arrived at office, look through the calendar 2008 and counting how many days left for the next holiday. Huh lama lagi tu… wish got more holiday a month…maybe because my body is so tired, it’s hard for me to sleep at night nowadays. The baby inside is so active at night, sometimes when I touch my stomach I can feel my active baby stretching all over I look at my husband and saw he fallen was a sleep in a nice dream I guess !! so it’s just me and my baby waiting for the right time to close my eyes. Try talking with my baby and tell him/her what I feel suddenly. I just don’t know at what time i slept. But it was just a while after a few hours I woke up and don’t know what’s the reason is. Then here goes again and again. Maybe this is the precious moment when you’re pregnant. It’s just you and your baby spending the night together. I will appreciate every single moment with my baby.

The 60s, Family Day

Family Day will be held at 19 January 2008 – 20 January 2008. Actually that date is my birthday. So glad everyone going to celebrate my birthday. But one thing that bothering me is the dinner theme “Tahun 60-an”. What am I going to wear anyway? Huh ! I am pregnant and looking weird that a pregnant women wears that kind of outfit. I am going for 6 months pregnant and but my stomach is not so big. Keep asking my buddies of any idea for the dinner. If not, just wear a pregnant uniform only.........