mentally down

My mind and body tersangatlah letih, need some rest lor.plan for a long holiday dah ada but i guess there will be no approval or 'tidak dilayan sama sekali'. Some of my clicks at office notice that i look stress at work. yes i do look mentally down. for those who know why, you guys know la kan!! i really dunno untill when i will be like this. maybe it's time for me to work somewhere else? i don't have any choice ler. hope i can do all at below to continue working and concentrate in work :

1) cheer myself up
2) increase my mental
3) focus in work
4) ignore the side that bothering me
5) fight for the right
6) strong enough to face any situation

Anyway thanks to officemates, for those who understand what is the thing i going through at this time. Semoga ku diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi segalanya dengan tabah..

Anniversary at Istana Hotel, KL

Spent 3 days and 2 night at Istana Hotel, Some view to overview:

Bathroom views

Bedroom views

Swimming pool, view from bedroom and reception hotel

Dinner at Taman Sari Brasserie and our anniversary cake from Istana Hotel. Thanks Istana hotel, Japanese food

Marc Jacobs Outsider Tote

Searching through internet handbags which one of my fave hobbies. This color looks good and wish to buy one. Sometimes, if the material that a designer uses is face-smackingly beautiful, the design doesn’t have to be anything more than basic and functional. Do one thing really right, and it’s ok if the other elements of the design aren’t as attention-getting. That seems to be the guiding principle behind the Marc Jacobs Outsider Tote, which uses a stunning color and gorgeously glazed leather to make up for the fact the bag itself is fairly simple. I don’t even like glazed leather, but for some reason, I can’t take my eyes off of it here. Purple is, unabashedly, my all-time favorite bag color and more versatile than you’d think when used as a neutral, and the folks at Marc Jacobs have used it to capture my imagination and lure me in. This is one of the first fall offerings to surface, and wouldn’t it look great with a charcoal grey wool coat and dark denim stuffed into vintage-looking leather boots? A bag with such a vibrant but winter-appropriate color is essential when the weather gets cold and clothing colors get dark, and although the color will remain warm for some time, it’s never too soon to start planning for fall.

The busy period arrives

agrhhh... is all coming back again, the busy period of the year. From this moment till end of October i will having stress in work with all the deadlines before budget 2010 announce at Parliament and maybe i will having hard time for my personal matters tersangatlah bosan!!. There will be no day off and half day and maybe will stay back office untill mid night (no excuss). Every year i will doing the same thing. Here are some of the works that make me stress:

1) Two Papers to be present to YAB PM (Jun and Ogos) - will have submit
the paper in Julai.
2) Feedback Auditor's General Report - submit before 2010 budget.
3) Quarterly Report Ministry - ongoing.
4) Public Account Cominitee- ongoing.

Glad there's a new officer just came into my division, buat i have to train her before transfering the job to her. Hopefully i can through this jobs with succesfi have to be fully ready mental and fizikal.